This is the sort of thing that makes me want to learn to use SynthV or similar software so I could try my hand at producing a song instead of having to risk putting my real human voice on the web, lol.
No motivation, dead anticipation
Waiting on braking participation
Empty of action, reflex reaction
Taking the drive and making a vacuum
Spinning in circles, you twirl like a dancer
But where does it stop to give you an answer?
Sway like you're praying, rock like you're raving
Nothing is done but moving faster
Someday all the little cogs and gears in my heart
Will finally explode and I'll burst and break apart
What can I hope to be but an eccentric work of art?
Doomed from the start, what was I waiting on?
Hairpin turn on your heel, still you're spinning your wheels
Sound and fury buried too deep to hear
Wait for something to clear, push the feelings down
A firehose straw and the drain's all clogged up
Stepping outside to try and take a breath
But by the time you arrive there's nothing left
Don't you dare say you tried when you did this instead
No words are allowed for what's in your head
Someday all the little cogs and gears in my heart
Will spiral off their axis and come flying apart
Go shattering the window like a work of art
Why can't I start, what am I waiting on?
Push the boulder uphill, show me you have the will
All the trials are waiting for you still
Don't you tell me you're tired, we know you're a liar
Lazy and listless in desire
Slipping under the wire, surely you've got the fire
All that's asked of you is what's required
No, you don't need to take another break
We've already seen that you can make this
Every day all the little cogs and gears in my heart
Turn over and stall as they struggle to start
Is this misery enough to call it art?
I'm just waiting for the day I can fall apart
Someday all the little cogs and gears in my heart
Will spiral off their axis and come flying apart
What can I hope to be but an eccentric work of art?
Why can't I start, what am I waiting on?
What am I waiting on?
What am I waiting on?
What am I waiting on?
Why can't I start, what am I waiting on?